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Thursday, March 16, 2006

If my blog page was M I A my apologies

I am back! It was a scary 20 hours of no blog access. I learned a few things about myself.
I am too attached to this blog.
I need to get a life.
One cannot count on anything in life.
Enjoy it while you got it.
Which brings me to dating.
Maybe I should date again.
Or at least think about dating again.
For anyone who knows me, they know I lost my boyfriend 21 months ago to cancer. Thinking about dating is a huge step for me. How not having a blog for 20 hours brought about thoughts of dating is .... Complicated.
That's it. That is all I learned.

be fearless
Barbara

5 comments:

whyme's sister said...

That was your sign to move to TO and create a different life....

Barbara said...

lol.

Barbara Bruederlin said...

I too am hopelessly addicted to blogging. No need to start a support group though, as it comes with a built-in one, which is one of the reasons for my addiction. Oh the vicious circle.

I think you should date again when you feel you are ready to. There are no timelines for grief. Baby steps, though - coffee or something.

Barbara said...

Barbara B. I was at the mall today. I was looking for some of the music you recommended Just when I found NEKO CASE and decided to buy it a huge lineup formed. I was going to say something to the cute guy in line in front of me but I got shy. I am thinking I have to practice talking, flirting, that kind of thing first. I could kick myself for missing the opportunity. I am listening to the CD now! Great music.

Barbara Bruederlin said...

Baby steps, sweetheart, baby steps. You thought about saying something, perhaps next time you actually will. Go with your comfort level.
I'm glad you're enjoying Neko Case! Isn't she amazing?